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Monday, 24 March 2008 Managed to remain unscathed during Holy Week. HeheSpent it mostly in solitude and watching DVDs with my family. I didn’t realize I was so close to burning out until I heaved my first few sighs of relief last Wednesday at the thought of finally, finally taking the time out from my busy schedule. God I loved every friggin minute of doing absolutely nothing. It wasn't idle time because I was spending it replenishing the energy I spent meeting one deadline after another. Haha whew!!! It was also the perfect time to reflect about the things that will be happening to me in the coming months. Leap 35 is ending this weekend. Leap 36 is beginning. I just submitted my goals and action plans via email a couple minutes ago and it wasn’t until I plotted my milestones into my April to June calendar that I realized the enormity of it all. Oh my frickin G. As in wow I’m really doing this!!! Who would have thought that I, Miss I-couldn't-care-less-about-you, would end up being a life coach? Hahaha life, indeed, is unpredictable! Everything I’ll be doing for Leap 36 is a commitment to something that is almost always out of my control. Something bigger than what I am able to comprehend. My personal goal–-painting 8 paintings (4 of which have a minimum size requirements) and submitting two entries to two nationwide painting competitions is a major, MAJOR stretch AND breakthrough. In fact, all my goals have a lot to do with breakthroughs! I'm writing my first book this year as well! Career 'to! This is going to be one interesting summer! I can’t wait to start but at the same time I want to prolong the wait a bit. Waha nah...we already have a number of students enrolled and paid. Haha bring it! What’s good about this is whole thing, though, is that I’m starting it on a clean slate. Free of emotional baggage. And I can honestly and proudly say that my life is really working right now. Career, relationships…my love life, well, there are no prospects at the moment but I’m in a good space. As in a really good space. I’m over my last quasi-relationship. I love love love it. I realized it this weekend. It doesn’t matter to me anymore. I’ve accepted the fact that, yes, there will still be times when I will be affected by what he does (we have a history, after all) but I am no longer hanging on to the possibility of being with him. Because I know I’m meant for someone who will treat me better. Not that he treated me badly but I know he just isn’t the guy for me because he would never be able to give me what it is I truly deserve--the world, basically. Wahaha! He was just a preview of The Man in my life. And I bet my new lovely black patent leather shoes that that man will be drop-dead gorgeous and will be crazy about me. Wahaha. I can’t wait—actually I don’t have to wait! Life is already happening now. I’m proud to say that I AM living my life to the fullest the best way I can. Cheesy but I’m just really happy. :) And I know in the months to come, I’ll only be happier. :) Heehee. C'est la vie! Labels: goals, Holy week, leap
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