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Saturday, 19 January 2008 I'm weird. One minute I'm angry (see quasi-outburst below), the next I'm apathetic, and now I'm feeling wistful, if not a bit blue.I don't know. This is all just new to me. Maybe one day we'll be friends again. Not right now though. I'm pulling the disappearing act for a while. After this coming weekend anyway. Sometimes I ask myself if I'm just being melodramatic here. Not really. I just need to get my act together and I can't really do that when I see him all the time. I need to look out for myself first. I've forgotten myself the past few weeks. So as much as I'd like to oblige him by acting all normal again, I can't really do that. Even if I do miss the company. And, well, let's face it. Things will not go back to being normal. It'll be a different version of the way things were. Besides, what is normal anyway?
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