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Monday, 1 October 2007
If I kept saying the last 70 days were overwhelming, then I don't really know anymore how else I can describe all the feelings I felt the last week. Because it was BEYOND that. IT WAS JUST FUCKING INCREDIBLE!!! I can honestly say that the last two months were the best in my life. I never really expected I could change this much--so drastically! But I have. I feel it in every fiber of my being. I've never been more positive, never been more loving, more powerful, more passionate, and more OPEN. Speaking of being open, I'm through hiding this blog from everyone--especially from my Leapmates. I've kept this a secret from you because I needed a venue to rant about everything that was bothering me about the whole journey but now, I want to share every single entry with you so you'll know where I was really coming from the past few months--shit you'll finally see the countless victim stories I've written! Hehehe I was planning on deleting some of them because lumabas na naman kadramahan ko but what the heck, I don't care about looking good anymore! So enjoy laughing at me! :P I love every single one of you guys--so much I can't even explain it--and I have never in my life felt so BLESSED to be surrounded by a very loving and powerful group of individuals. I'll miss you all to the highest level! Hehehe I can't wait to see you after thirty days!!! Thank you for the love notes, the laughter, the cry fests, and for just letting me experience YOU the past few months :) I will never forget our LEAP night as well! That was really the time, the moment, wherein I just threw away all my inhibitions and broke out of my shell--haha tugma talaga na Oscars theme natin kasi I was channeling Catherine Zeta-Jones yeah! And, hell if we weren't all shining that night!!! :D Random thank yous below! Thank you Ali for sharing FOOTLOOSE with me! I had a lot of fun during our practice sessions! You were a delight to be with the past weekend because I finally got to see the kengkoy Ali! Silly boy!!! All those hirits!!! haha eyelovit :) Thank you to all the coaches and facilitators--Mark, Mimi, Benjie, Chona, Atong, Adelle, Zeph, Pao, Jazy, Tetey, Sony, Bea, Joms, Ben, Lon and Don! You're all my inspirations. I love you all :) My councilmates MJ, Tintoy (Budz!) and Olive. I found new sisters in all of you. Tagaytay plans natin ah! Pag di natuloy, magkaka3Rs ako sa inyo! :P Coach Mark, I love you--bonggang bongga ka! :) Kix and Wes...Happy Victims Club forever! (so high school, haha!) Tita Au, goddess extraordinaire!!! Earl, dance partner!!! Thanks for being so selfless! Russ, You Are--an inspiration, a friend, a mentor, a delight, a winner...I love you! Jane, "SHIT JANE SHIFT!!!" TJ, thank you for making me feel beautiful :) Roland, GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!! Bian, pasalubong from Qatar ah!! Tricia, kapangalan!!! Gimik before you leave for Bangkok! (Pasto, para maiba naman) Chucky, belated happy birthday again! Say hi to Gemma for me! :P Juls, ALC buddy! Thanks for being so patient :) Kelvin, leche weight gain goal mo! haha thanks for coming with me to McDo! Marck, for attempting to lead me in the dance floor! haha ! Pat, for being so endearing! Sister, panalo ka! Reb, Super Kiat Mom! Robert, for your epic text messages! (hehe) Sexy Sharry! Am and Pinky, for the makeovers! Father Raleigh for sharing that story told from a third, but eventually became, a first person's point of view :P To EVERYONE I failed to mention because I'm still bangag and windang from all the crying I did the last weekend, THANK YOU. :) (Feeling Oscar speech kuno) --- Hands down, this is the longest entry EVER. :) Good luck you guys. I'll see you all in 30 days. In the meantime, always know that I'm just a call away whenever you need a videoke buddy, a kainuman, a soundboard, a punching bag, etc etc etc basta I'm just HERE. :) Leave me a comment ah! Love you all :) Labels: Leap33
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