Jovy, the upcoming Head Coach of Leap 36, just called to invite me to be part of her coaching team.
I have never been more terrified in my life. OH. MY. GOD.
I have til tomorrow to decide. But I more or less know what my answer will be.
The extraordinary efforts of someone in your crew -- social circle, office clique, team, whatever -- are creating some incredible opportunities for you right now, and today is the day to take advantage of them! Put the routine matters of the day aside and put your name on the list of volunteers for a brave new experiment. You have to show that you're eager to get involved in order for anyone to involve you. Be sure to show gratitude to the person who enabled all of this to happen.Oh dear.
I'm really doing this, aren't I? I've been resisting it for the longest time. As in the number of times M addressed me as 'future coach,' I just laughed it off. Because I am just really terrified. Scared of failure. But even more scared of the possibility of doing a spectacular job. In a way, I've always sabotaged my success because I could never accept the possibility that I could actually be something GREAT. I could actually make a difference.
But now...shit this is really IT.
I was planning to go MIA in OCCI but I guess something is telling me to stop with all the escaping and the running away. It's time I face up.
And the next LEAP's theme? Walk the Talk.
*bleep*
If that isn't a sign, I don't know what is.
Now that I think about it, I really feel that finally, life is actually working for me. After I had slain that particular "dragon," I've never felt more empowered. And then everything started falling into place. I suddenly have tons of writing rackets, I'm really loving work (as in really loving it), I've moved on from my last pseudo-relationship, I've reunited with long lost friends (yes Celeste, ikaw yun), and I am just really loving the space I am in right now. I know, I know. I sound like the biggest optimist ever but really, I'm just stating facts.
Life is good. :)
