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a l i z a r i n R E D the red light district |
Thursday 20 December 2007 I just realized something about my job. I love it. Haha.I'm still a newbie when it comes to a lot of things but, bottom line is, it enables me to do what I love doing the most--writing. About anything that piques my interest. Honing my craft. And there's just a lot of free time to work on my sidelines. So I really don't understand what I've been complaining on and on about the past few weeks. Guess I'm just a natural when it comes to drama. Speaking of drama, I don't think my life will ever be as dramatic as it is now. I really don't know how I managed to get myself into this situation and I don't know how I'll get myself out of it--well, I do but it's just going to be really hard and I'm stalling the inevitable. It frustrates me how I can't blog about the details here because I need to keep everything under wraps. All this hiding and sneaking around and whatever...didn't know it would be this tiring. Man I hope it'll all be worth it in the end. But that's the thing eh...I really don't know. I'm just trusting that whatever happens, it's all part of the grand scheme of things. Ugh. You didn't hear me just say that. Also, check out my horoscope for the day: If you find yourself bored today, it is a sign that you need to make a few changes in your life. These could be simple changes in your routine, but it is probably more effective to make some complex changes in one of your closest relationships. Some strange cross-communication has been going on, and it might be time for you and this person to figure out what exactly you are doing in each other's lives. Do you two really have enough in common to continue? All relationships don't last forever. Nakakaloka. I'm really scared about tomorrow. Have no idea what will become of us then.
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