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Friday 17 August 2007 I've locked myself up in my Uncle's house. This is the controversial uncle who rarely spends time in his Paranaque residence because he is just having a blast living it up in his upscale Malate condo. He uses this house mostly as a studio. He's very much into photography--shooting portraits of, er, men mostly. I'm not supposed to know about it but I found a couple of incriminating photos inside his nightstand. Yes, I tend to look at things I'm not supposed to. That's one of the reasons why I get into a lot of trouble in the first place.Anyway. I needed to escape from the big house where everywhere you go there are just people. I don't know why but I find it difficult to relate to my family these days. My sister, even. Maybe because I went through A LOT the two months she was away in the States. New people started showing up, changes happened (some even drastic, really) and I don't really think she sees or accepts that yet. She probably thinks this is just one big scam or something. It's just hard. Because I tell her everything. And now I find it hard to do so because I don't really know if she'd ever understand the degree of commitment I am in right now. Sometimes even I can't comprehend it. Hehe OK enough with the angst. Teka, one last thing. Someone's just getting on my nerves lately. I'm all for freedom of expression but takte if people disagree with what you think, then just let it go!!! GAD! I'm sick of all the whining about how stupid this group is or how 'nakakabobo' this class is, ENOUGH. I have the sudden urge to just scream right now. GAAAD I feel my blood literally boiling. I feel like I'm about to explode! Deep breaths. On a lighter note, I might go to Cebu soon! It'll be for an event at work. My boss found out I was from Davao and she assumed I was fluent in Bisaya. Er, I'm not. Ask anyone. I do understand it though and whenever I go back home, I tend to mix in a couple of Bisaya words into my Tagalog. I suppose that counts as "fluent." Hey if it gets me out of Manila for a couple of days, I'll brush up on it! And I haven't been to Cebu in YEARS!!!
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