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Wednesday, 26 September 2007 I finished my first short story! Finally after two months of working on it, I finally managed to finish it. Wheee! I had to delete a huge chunk of what I have originally written--I started using flashbacks and I decided not to at the last minute so there goes around 4 pages worth of work down the drain! But I like how it turned out in the end. Hehe I'm just having it edited by my friend before I send it to my other friend for a final edit. And THEN I'll post it in my new writing blog--click!click!--where all my reviews are currently posted. :)I'm taking a short breather before I start thinking about what my next story will be about. I've been asking my friends to give me words I can work around with. So far, I've gotten gratitude, time, now, happiness, reasons vs. excuses, and perception. I've been sick on and off again the past week. I think my body's resisting the idea of Leap ending so it's refusing to cooperate. Hehe I really don't want it to end! Although, it would be nice to finally have a breather every now and then. I've been so busy I barely have time to go out with my old friends anymore! Tonight I'm going to Ortigas again. This time to check out TJ and Reb's monologues. Then tomorrow it'll finally be Leap Night. Who would have thought this day would finally come? Huhu I'm suddenly feeling sentimental. Then, Friday will be our last meeting as a council. The next day will be the third intensive and finally, Sunday graduation. After that, uncharted territories again! I miss posting pictures. So I'll post a couple taken from my phone (I don't like the camera) last Sunday--some I don't remember taking because I was, er, you know.     
posted by Anonymous @ 09:37
Tuesday, 25 September 2007  Thought of the day: Some people are more afraid of aging than death.I should really stop procrastinating. I haven't written a word. I am so...well, not dead. Just in limbo. I think, I just think, I might be afraid of success that I tend to be the only person getting in the way of me reaching my goals. I'm my own Dragon Lady. Yeow. Anyway, speaking of turning heads, got an email from Steffi. Couldn't resist posting. BIRTHDAY REMEMBRANCE This week we celebrate a special birthday: Monica Lewinsky turned 31. Can you believe it? It seems like only yesterday she was crawling around the White House on her hands and knees, and putting everything in her mouth. They grow up so fast, don't they?
posted by Anonymous @ 22:39
Why now? Why???? Haha. Time to pull off an all-nighter! Why do I feel like I've transported back to college again? I tried finishing my stories at the Starbucks in MOA and for a while, I was finding my rhythm. But then an hour passed and I felt that sense of restlessness again so I decided to leave and go home! But not before I bought a ton of food to eat. Ended up giving them to Ate Len because I lost my appetite. Jitters. First class jitters. News from the outside world...hmmm. Sing's coming home from Dubai this October! Awww I miss hanging out with her and Bing! Also got in touch with Dom, my old Amex boss. He's planning a reunion for our crazy little team. Haha It'll be a blast catching up with everybody! Oh, and I saw D checking out my multiply profile. Hmmm. lol Also heard Igor's leaving the old PR office and is relocating to Dumaguete soon. Waaah bakla, I'll miss you! Who will be my Mark now??? Oh well, there's always text. Good luck on the new job. I know you'll do fabulous! We should all go out before you leave ah! Oh, and I want to set you up on a date before you go! Can I?? :D
posted by Anonymous @ 18:33
This week's going to be one hell of a ride. What with preparations for my LEAP graduation, finishing my writing portfolio by tomorrow, shopping for a dress to wear (actually, this one's done already. Love the dressss!), selling tickets to the event, selling raffle coupons for the event, attending TJ's I-Wish-I-Had-A-Vagina Monologues (hey Benjie started it, not me!) on Wednesday, writing for the Leap Newsletter, writing letters for every member of the team...how in the world I'm fitting all that in a week will be nothing short of a miracle! LOL But truth be told, I'm just really really excited. I love being busy. And I'm busy doing things I love (most of the time anyway) so life's just really great at the moment. Right now, I'm looking to find my rhythm. I'm experiencing a bit of writer's block. I'm still thinking if I ought to drop by Ortigas later to go to the upcoming Leap 34 Orientation to finally finish selling my raffle coupons. Gawd this part I dislike. I worked in sales before but I don't miss it. I miss the people in Amex but not the selling part. I have a thing against making pacute--I know, surprising, because most of the time people say I tend to be like that. Haha. Just proves that I can be pacutesy when I need to be but I'd rather refrain from doing it. Sort of having fever right now. I'm just sitting here in the living room watching TV, something I haven't done in AGES, and I can't help but feel that I should be somewhere else entirely. Like in a cafe writing. Only I'm sort of strapped for cash (hey it comes with the unemployed-yet-again territory) so I am unfortunately stuck with only Donald Duck and his three nephews for company. Why the hell am I watching Disney Channel???
posted by Anonymous @ 09:03
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posted by Anonymous @ 09:21
Saturday, 22 September 2007 Thanks Steffi! I swear, the moment I learn HTML, I'll return the favor--regardless of you asking for it >:) muaha I'll go crazy. Anyway, I traveled all the way up north the other day to attend my friend Jason's despedida. He left for Singapore today and will be starting work soon. I'll miss you Jase! Why is everybody leaving but me? Haha not that I'm complaining. I'm liking Manila at the moment. ;)My blockmates totally got on my case about me being jobless again. Hehe I've always had a reputation for being the most restless in our block. Always the one cutting class (they nominated me for the "Pumapasok ka pa ba?" award for Blue Roast), always the one with that far off distracted look on her face, always the one walking around campus with seemingly no destination. I suppose in a way they've always found me as somewhat of a puzzle. Every time I speak my mind, I'm met with surprised looks. They've never really managed to fit me into a certain "type." They've seen me transform (rather, change my mind) so many times that I suppose they already expect me to not stick to something (a job, a date, a mood, whatever) once I find something more worthwhile to do. Up to a certain level, I suppose they're right. I do tend to be fickle-minded at times. Hell, it takes me forever to even decide where I want to eat for lunch. I'd rather have someone decide for me but for some weird reason, people always end up asking me to be the one making the final decision. I'm indecisive but people think I'm the exact opposite. So...gooood luck with that. It's not really because I do not know what I want. Hell, I can even give you a list of 1000 things I would like to do tomorrow (one of them is winning the lottery). I guess it's just that I want a lot of things so bad that I can't decide which I'm going to choose first. Yeah, I suppose that's partly it. Hehe but I'm not devoting an evening ruminating on myself again (Gawd I've been doing that a lot recently and I'm sick of hearing me go on and on about...me) so I will just stop now. Anyway. My crazy dad and crazier sister are watching a Tom Cruise flick dubbed in Japanese (at least I think it's Japanese). It's the one where Tom Cruise had grey hair and is a hitman so it's supposed to be a thriller. But the way they're watching it, you would think they were watching Deuce Bigalow, a movie I would forever be grateful for as it added two colorful words in my French vocabulary: Manwhore and He-bitch. Rather revolutionary for a comedy, don't you think? Speaking of foreign films, found another reason why we should avoid buying pirated DVDs. Recently bought a french film, Le Pacte des loups (Brotherhood of the Wolf), and was really looking forward to watching it. Then when I turned on the English subtitles, it was for an entirely different movie. This film's supposed to be set way back in history. But the subtitles were obviously meant for a rather well-known futuristic thriller. Red pill or blue pill? Just pick one already. I'm dying with anticipation. :P Labels: new layout
posted by Tricia @ 20:47
Thursday, 20 September 2007 Blogging from my phone! Hehe i dont really have anything relevant to say. just wanted to check it out.Right now I'm in Katipunan having breakfast in McDo. I'm off to Ortigas in a bit. Later I'm doing videoke with some people. Er, that's pretty much it! I'm freeee!
posted by Tricia @ 08:22
Wednesday, 19 September 2007 I finally talked to my boss.It went better than expected. I'll be working for her on a per project basis instead. So freelance. Which is ideal because I was a bit worried about being devoid of income while I look for work again. Whew. Life is good. Right now she wants me to work on the content of the two company websites I had already began working on with DM. What's also good is I have the option to come in at the office or work from the house or wherever. So...yipee! Definitely breathing more easily now. Hehe What else...I have a new phone. My parents finally succeeded in convincing me to get a new one (okay, they bought it for me) and, well, it's the girliest phone I've ever owned. The previous ones were either masculine, gay or simply androgynous. This one's so, er, feminine. It's the Nokia N76. The red one. I can even use the phone's facade as a mirror. Suits my vanity. Haha. Anyway, here it is:  I've never been too particular about cellphone models but it's nice having a phone with so many features for a change. Here's to me not breaking it! Labels: Nokia N76
posted by Anonymous @ 21:58
Tuesday, 18 September 2007 It turns out my boss was very much aware of everything that happened in Cebu. The whole bit about her son and that wretched lowlife, everything. She called me to a meeting yesterday afternoon and just started talking about everything that happened. She apologized for her son and advised me to just ignore lowlife's incessant text messages. Good god, life was never this complicated!Insert Avenue Q song: I wish I could go back to college. Life was so simple back then. What would I give to go back and live in a dorm with a meal plan again? In college you know who you are. You sit in the quad and think 'OH MY GOD, I am totally gonna go far!' Apparently, said lowlife showed up at her house in the middle of the night to tell on me and Dons (we opened up to her about a couple of things about our lives before she turned psycho on us) and to sucker more people into feeling sorry for her pathetic little excuse for existence. I have never felt more betrayed. Boss also told me that tomorrow (today) we'll be drafting my contract. She told me that in light of everything that has happened, she would understand if I'm not as excited to begin really working for her. Told me to really think about it because she just wanted me to go with what would make me happy. So we're going to be meeting later this afternoon to talk about what I've decided to do. And I've decided to leave. I've been convincing myself to stay ever since I got back from Cebu. Been writing and then deleting and then rewriting my immediate notice. I've been struggling with the thought that me disengaging would mean me backing out of my commitment again, something I've been religiously avoiding ever since I resigned from my old PR company. I promised myself then that the next job I would be accepting will be THE job. And now here I am. And I just feel it in my gut, as in every cell in my body's screaming "This isn't IT Tricia!" I've realized that when it comes to keeping your commitments, you also need to commit to the thing that you feel is RIGHT for you. It's not just about keeping your word. It's about keeping your word for the RIGHT REASONS. And, clearly (though I've been denying it), the reasons I had for staying here were all wrong. I wasn't staying because I genuinely wanted to. I was staying because I needed to prove to everybody that I CAN keep my word despite everything (rather, everyone) that happened. I was staying because I wanted to show the crazy concerned people that nothing they do will EVER get in the way of me doing a great job. That they will never affect me in any way. But then my friend Alet pointed out, they clearly affected me because they were already influencing my decisions. Every fiber of my body's screaming "Get the hell out," but my mind keeps rallying against leaving because of what other people might think. Well I've had it with caring about what other people think. It's time I be responsible and me being happy is one of my biggest responsibilities. Yeah yeah, I know I sound totally self-absorbed but...well, deal with it. Some people may think me flaky but it's only because I know the difference between settling down and merely settling. I so do not plan on settling for something mediocre when I know I could do better. I'm not saying this company is mediocre, I'm saying my current situation is. Just wanted to clear that up. And anyway, if I were honest with myself, I know I have never really gone and tried HARD to get the jobs I've had in the past. They just came at opportune moments. I was bumming and I needed jobs. I guess you could say I haven't even reached for the stars yet. And, well, I'll let Kate Monster say it for me: You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime. Jeebus. Enough with the Avenue Q quotes!!! LOL Anyway, there. End of another era! :) My parents are going to fly in from Davao today. And they will be greeted with not one, but two unemployed daughters upon arrival! Wheee! My mom's going to kill me. Hehe I kid. I'm sure they'll understand once I explain everything. My sister's totally going gaga about this Korean romantic comedy series called "Coffee Prince." She's done nothing but watch it all day. It's kinda funny. Girl meets Boy. Boy thinks Girl is a Guy. Boy then thinks he's Gay because he finds himself falling for Girl. Classic! Keep you guys posted! Ciao! Labels: work
posted by Anonymous @ 14:53
Monday, 17 September 2007
posted by Anonymous @ 16:57
Today, I simply feel fabulous. Worked the Ayala Avenue runway all the way to Salcedo Street and managed to make it to the office right on time. Our office makes use of biometrics for time-ins and time-outs so I can't really cheat my way out of being late. Which was what I used to do back in my old office. Haha I could write a book called How To Trick Your Boss Into Thinking You Were Early, and it will be a bestseller. Suddenly I miss having to come and go as I please. Oh well, dealing with it now. :) Only two more weeks to go before I graduate from my leadership program. We're having a pre-grad celebration on the 27th and guess who will be performing FOOTLOOSE in front of probably 200 people. Yes, I've decided to bring out my dancing shoes. We had our first practice yesterday and boy, it was a lot of fun. I didn't really set a performance goal for the program but I've always wanted to sing and dance in front of an audience so I figured what the heck? No more issues about looking good or falling flat on my face. Performing has been one of my greatest frustrations. I used to be quite the performer back in grade school (I did a lot of singing and dancing and even tried drama for a bit) but once I started high school, all that oozing confidence disappeared, replaced by all these newfound fears and issues. Haha I was the posterchild for teenage angst. Every time I look back on how much I tortured myself with crazy notions of being deprived of what was due me, I just can't help but laugh at my teenage righteousness. LOL Anyway, college came and we all know the crazy things that happened then. And then work came and even crazier things and people started happening. And now, here I am dealing with it all, my head held high BLAHBLAHBLAH. I'm not one for glory speeches. Aloha! --- And I just found out!!! There's an opening for an Account Exec in one of the PR/Advertising companies I've been setting my eyes on since forever! (Okay, maybe not forever, but lately anyway!) Yeah I just might get out of here sooner! Wheeee! lol Hey I didn't say I was going to stay here forever! Just until the next great opportunity comes along! Here's to being flaky wheeee! Harhar.
posted by Anonymous @ 09:15
Saturday, 15 September 2007 If anything, my life is far far far from boring at the moment. What with psychos and brats lurking only around every corner. I'm declaring NEVER to let these freak shows get to me. EVER. So instead of giving in to my impulse to escape, I'm staying and fighting fire with fire. Well it will not be an all-out war because I would never give them the satisfaction of seeing that they can actually affect me enough to generate a reaction.I'll just do what I have promised I'd do in the first place--my job. Igor and I were talking about commitment earlier today and again, I'm reminded of my neverending state of restlessness. I need to at least somehow curb it a bit. And, if anything, this whole ordeal--challenge--I'm facing at work is the ultimate test. I know I'll survive and come out of this stronger. And I've always gone on and on about stepping out of my comfort zone and it's time I translate all these words into action. So enough with the escaping and the excuses. I did not take LEAP to end up acting like the ultimate coward. In fact, I took it to finally take charge of my life and that's exactly what I'm doing. Damn whoever's stupid enough to burn bridges with me. --- On a totally LIGHTER note, I'm finally FINALLY watching AVENUE Q later tonight! Schadenfreude will once again be my mantra!  Everyone's a Little Bit Racist Sometimes...Doesn't mean we go ahead committing hate criiiimes... God I'm such a dork. I've memorized almost all the songs ever since Alet gave me a copy of the original Broadway musical. Yipee! Labels: Avenue Q
posted by Anonymous @ 14:52
Friday, 14 September 2007 I decided to take the day off from work. I need to catch up on my writing. And I need to unwind. Detoxify. It has been a roller coaster ride all week. Highs and lows. I just experienced a rather steep plunge this morning and am now working my way up again. Hence, the need to call in sick. I used the standard embarrassing excuse to save me from being asked any further questions.I miss my clueless self. Too much awareness can be tiring. Although I wouldn't want it any other way naman. I just have to take a breather every now and again. My sister and I had a trip down memory lane last night. Downloaded songs we heard when we were kids. Most of them we still sing during videoke nights with friends. La lang. :)
posted by Tricia @ 07:54
Thursday, 13 September 2007 Amen to that, Dawn!I am so back. Last night's visit to Tita Au, goddess extraordinaire, really fired me up! It was just the most exhilarating experience EVER. Work troubles? Gone. They can only affect me so long as I let them. And I've decided I won't. After all, these people need ME. I was hired here for a reason. I can just easily transfer to a different company or quit my job stat but I won't. I'm giving this a chance. This could be the place where I will really...hmmm...shine. I mean, if I get out of this place alive and with my sanity intact, can you just imagine how panalo I would be? Exactly. Lesbian thingy? Even made an effort to console her. I'm still keeping my distance until such time when she will finally accept that this is not going beyond friendship but..no more labels. I mean, I'm the resident fag hag for the love of god. I swear. It was just unbelievable. Last night was truly magical in every sense of the word. The moment I stepped into Tita Au's house, I was transported into an entirely out of this world place. I love her taste! It speaks volumes! And the Soul Cards... A.MA.ZING. So...crazy me is back. And the next three weeks will definitely be just as crazy. LEAP is almost over. But then again, it will never be over until I say it's over. I'm just so thrilled I'm finally moving forward. No more procrastination. And no more angst! Well, I can't really say that it will always be happiness and sunshine from now on because I love having the blues every now and then. Adds flavor to my existence. And too much sun's bad for me anyway. What with my morena skin and all. Harhar. Finally, well, just wanted to post a pic of my favorite artwork in San Francisco's Museum of Modern Art. It really speaks to me right now :) 
posted by Anonymous @ 11:28
Wednesday, 12 September 2007 Has the world gone crazy???I’ve had it with lesbian girl. As in I’ve had it. She’s been acting like a total drama queen and I normally enjoy my fair share of drama but this is just too much! She’s pulling the guilt card on me. Making me feel guilty for not texting back using her miserable tragic existence as an excuse. I do not like it. Not one bit. I hate hate hate mind games! Just now I got a text from her telling me that I was very selective when it comes to choosing who I make friends with. That I only make time for people within my immediate circle. This was after I told her I couldn’t accept her invitation to dinner because I already had plans. And I DO. In fact I have a LOT of them. Deal with it for crying out loud! My September’s already jammed enough as it is and I’m not even exaggerating here. I have a lot of things lined up and the last thing I need is a needy, attention-seeking person to disrupt my plans and make me feel guilty about not being able to “make time for her!” I'm not your bloody girlfriend! Why are these emotional vampires suddenly showing up? Do I have the word “Punching Bag/ Walking Tenga” stamped on my forehead? After September, I SWEAR. I’m spending an entire weekend alone. The last two weeks have been very toxic. I've never felt so harassed in my life. Go ahead call me whiny. WHATEVER.
posted by Anonymous @ 16:17
I had a New York moment in Ayala Ave today. I was with my sister, who's on her way to Katipunan, and right after I hailed a cab for her, I turned around and saw this really cute guy stop in his tracks to smile at me. At which point I had nothing left to do but smile right back. He caught me off guard, see. Normally I would've just dismissed him, thinking I must have something stuck between my teeth to have him smiling at me like that. Wehe. Anyway, he reminded me of Museum guy at the Met. But instead of us going ahead and having coffee right after (or McDonalds as he and I were already standing right in front of Ronald's territory), I hurriedly walked past him because I was already running late for work. We have Time-Ins here so there's no way I'm letting even a cent be deducted from my salary. Or maybe I should have. I'm not being wistful here or anything (just a teeny bit) but sometimes being jaded can be so tiring. Always suspicious of what other people's motives are...no wonder I've gotten too paranoid. On a totally different note, my patience is being tested at the moment. I met this woman writer in Cebu during the event and she's been texting me incessantly. She's a lesbian and I'm not homophobic but she told me she likes me and I already made it clear that I don't swing that way, and she has this tragic story so I try to get past all her lez innuendos to help cheer her up in my own little way but...I want her to at least LESSEN her messages. And invites to go wherever with her. Don't get me wrong. I'm not one to back away from a friend in need. And I love going out with all sorts of people. But I've already made it clear where I stand in the matter and if you still continue barraging me with those "teasing" lesbian messages, I just might disappear for a while. I don't mind people texting me but if it gets to a point where my nerves are tested, that's where I start drawing that imaginary line. Ugh. One of the less than welcome effects of technology? Lack of space. People are literally everywhere every single minute. It's good that there is more openness in terms of communication but sometimes you want to take a break from it all and just spend a couple moments to yourself. Solitude. But you can't because the blasted cell phone's message alert keeps popping up every other second. Hay. Switching my phone to silent mode now.
posted by Anonymous @ 10:24
Tuesday, 11 September 2007 Okay. I know it's too early to even utter these words aloud but...GOD TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS HELLHOLE!Hehe I kid. :) I'm just a little bit, erm, concerned about the situation at work. Kind of disillusioned really. Kind of doubting my decision in choosing this company. I'm not fully acknowledging it because doing so would only confirm my worst suspicions...and that is...like I said, I'd rather not say it now. I am PAINFULLY OPTIMISTIC things will change...if not, well I always have a back-up. And that is to figure out what exactly my backup is! Wheee! Okay. Here's the deal. ONE. 90% of the people working here are related--only me and 2 other people aren't. Huhu I've landed myself in Nepotism Central. It is NOT an environment that promotes utmost professionalism. After the whole Cebu event...gawd I don't even want to think about what happened there. Basta I'm a bit turned off by the culture here in the company. TWO. When the big boss (my new dragon lady really) pulled me in, I was informed that she was on the verge of creating a new team. What I was not informed about was the fact that right now it would only be ME and her daughter (who, I am sorry, knows nothing about PR) making up said team. Nobody senior to learn from!!! Right now I'm just doing my F-ing best to pull everything together. THREE. My boss' son is hitting on me. I tried to let it slide everytime he started pulling his bulok moves in Cebu, but by the time the event ended, I finally SNAPPED and told him to buzz off. It was friggin harrassment!!! The reason I'm keeping my voice shut is because I don't want to cause any tension whatsoever in the company. But the moment he starts doing this again, tang ina I'm handing in my resignation notice with his wandering hands stapled as attachments!!! And what intelligent person would think that being called narrowminded meant the same as being called TANGA? Look it up in the dictionary moron. FOURTH. Well that's just about it. Hehe I'm going to be Miss Sunshine again. :D Oh and I've managed to land myself in an extremely bureaucratic company too. I suddenly miss the old PR agency. Haha I never thought I would ever say that! Labels: nepotism, red-tape, work
posted by Tricia @ 15:18
Sunday, 9 September 2007 HE was asking for it.I simply gave him what I thought he needed. A big blow to his even bigger ego. Adios muchacho! Labels: bitch fit
posted by Anonymous @ 19:30
Saturday, 8 September 2007
 Wentworth Miller dating Luke MacFarlane. The gay litmus test strikes again. I had the worst time in Cebu. The worst! Okay, not all of it but the bad parts trump the good ones. Details later. Sleep first. Ciao! Labels: gay litmus, luke macfarlane, wentworth miller
posted by Anonymous @ 13:25
Tuesday, 4 September 2007  My new mantra. I'm finally in Cebu. I haven't had time to get away from the hotel to see the sights though. It has been extremely busy here and I'm being pulled in from one task to the next. Sometimes I feel like a lemming in that I don't really have a clue as to what the hell I'm supposed to do. People here--the godawful client to be exact--tend to assume I'm psychic. I wonder if they can tell I see myself giving them a big kick in their fugly behinds after all the slave labor they make me do on a minute-to-minute basis. GODDDD. There's this guy who's not really in charge--he's just one of the friggin alalay staff for crying out loud--who feels like he has the right to talk down on me after I pointedly informed him that whatever equipment they needed had to be coordinated and cleared with the hotel. The friggin toad actually had the gall to roll his eyes at me and he kept on insisting that this was my job because I was the event organizer. I wanted to be polite at first but the eye roll was where I drew the line. I waited until he finished doing his thing before I gave him the coldest stare in the whole history of mankind. Bring it on he-bitch. This friggin association is the worst client ever. I've had my share of impossible ones but these guys are just pure eviiiil. What a malicious lot! As in I can't even begin to explain it! They treat us like slaves and it's not like they pay us enough for it. ASS!!! Grrrr it's a good thing my boss told me to take a breather up in my room because I would've smacked that fugly skunk right on the face!!! Ok. Rant over. Well, I'll stop whining anyway. I think one of my officemates is flirting with me. He keeps on teasing me to this guy but then he calls me early this morning and he tells me he wants to talk to me alone and that he wants to sit beside me during breakfast. Great. Honestly. This is the last thing I need right now. More mind games. I want to go escape to the beach!!! I thought our hotel was by the beach but it turns out we're smack in the middle of city center. Suddenly I miss Davao. Cebu's a bit like Metro Manila already. It was definitely way different from the Cebu I visited some number of years ago. Okay I was twelve when I last came here. So the difference is drastic. Then again I haven't really gone around much so I can't really tell. And the stress from work isn't really helping. GAWD. Take it easy tricia. Oooh. I had a moment of deja vu when I saw the Marco Polo hotel from my bedroom window. It's located on a hilltop and I remember having a dream about a hotel on a hilltop once. And at the exact time I happened to look outside my window, the sun was shining down on the hotel. Exactly like my dream! Maybe I ought to go there now. Wah. Sweet escape, where are you??
posted by Tricia @ 14:02
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